"All that I know is I'm breathing now."
~Keep Breathing
Ingrid Michaelson, Girls and Boys
It's never the end of the world. And it's never as big of a deal as it seems. And you're probably much better off than you could even figure out, but it's hard to trust what you don't know, and with that as a foundation, everything shakes.
The spur-of-the-moment decisions, the leaps of faith you take when it's kill-or-be-killed...there's no easy way out sometimes. Consequence is inevitable.
So choose, keep breathing, carry on.